g a m b l i n g s u c k s

just came back fromALI CAFE with halim.. having our supper there..
while walking to go back home.. i asked halim to accompany me at home.. because all my housemate went back to their parents house and their lover's house...halim said ok.. but 1st we have to go to his house.. because he left his laptop at balcony.. i said ok.. on the way.. he said we have to go to Killiney's hostel 1st.. because he want to pickup his panadol.. so i said ok again..when we entered the hostel.. i saw acap, usop and taufiq at the living hall..but i cant see what they are doing.. azhar was slept already.. when i came closer.. i saw they were playing cards.. GAMBLING with coins.. a lot of 10sen, 20sen and 50sen coins.. i watched them played..then i said i want to try.. so i lend rm1 from acap.. n we played.. n guess what.. i WON.. RM4.. so pay back acap RM1 n i have my RM3.. after that they played new game.. i watched again n try it.. ermm.. i lose for several time.. n then i won..BIG BIG won.. i got around RM6-7.. then we played some more..i lose but this time its a BIG BIG lose -.- n now i owe taufiq 50sen.. all my coins are gone -.-" damn it.. now wonder gambling is forbidden.. arrggh i lose my money.. all my coins are gone.. no more coins to buy cigarettes ..

5.03am
8/10/10
selembutsutera
mood : i am a LOSER -.-"
p/s : dont gambling because u gonna burn ur money -.-"

Ban-J

hurmm.. 2day is my 1st day at Ban-j
so how was it?
so far so good..
simple jer keje.. hurmm closing pun tak la parah mana.. lite lite jer..
tak se"heavy" killiney..
ok la.. budak kerje sana pun da kenal skit2...

hurmm
btw td B + D datang.. ngan meon.. hurm.. nothing much to say..
chit chat a bit.. and that's it..
rindu.. but somehow..
that feeling was cut off by the fact that i already got a new bf.. and i am happy with him..
B even said.. "if u r happy.. im happy too.. kowt".. what can i do B.. when i with you.. you dont know how to win my heart.. u left me.. u didnt take care of me.. now.. i belong to sum1 that really care bout me, luv me.. n i guess its my job to do the same thing to him.. im gonna lurve him with all my heart.. sorry B..
but, thx.. cause spend the time with me..
its been a long time since we had this kind of conversation..
i kinda miss it :)

1.08 am
8/10/10
selembutsutera
mood : KLMJ